Confidence Shattered

Well, I made the mistake of not drinking enough lemonade and going too long without it.  I had only had 2 glasses by the time 3pm rolled around and this was the biggest mistake that I had made.

Just 15 minutes ago, I ate a couple bites of raw cheesecake.  Wow, it was great.  Then, I ate a couple bits of raw pecan pie.  Yum.  Then, a couple of raw almonds.  Guess that is the end of the line of the master cleanse for me.  I hadn't eaten any food since Monday... so I got through 2.5 days of no food and just OJ or spicy lemonade.  

I feel guilty, but I'm also relieved that I didn't grab the cooked sweet potatoes that Ben had in the fridge.  Or worse yet, go to the mexican restaurant and pick up a bean & cheese burrito with guacamole smothered in enchilada sauce.  Even worse, go get some pasta with meat in it!  I'm gonna stick with the raw ways for now.  That's my hope.  

I'm sad, but I also have no idea how people get through this.  I was genuinely hungry.  I just had a few bites of my raw food and I feel more satisfied.  Since I didn't go to the grocery store, guess I better figure out what's lying around and figure it out for the next few days...

I'll post about the "Road to Rawsomeness" now.